perspective, perspective

This picture is two years old.

Tim's dad emailed it to me yesterday.

I like this girl.

I see how hard she is trying and I wish her well. 

Today I am wearing this same dress, black leggings, another grey hoodie. 

I feel so much older, sadder.

I am dropping every possible ball.

I am exhausted. I am embarrassed.

I resent the world and blame it. 

I disappoint myself. 



But I am trying to show her a bit of grace.