I have this crazy idea to write a Christmas suite of poems, crazy mostly because I am an Atheist, and this holiday has been somehow taken away from me.
I want church, incense, carols, candles, a pagan tree, a creche.
I crave the spiritual discipline of a waiting season, of Advent.
Though I am as certain as ever that souls do not exist, I am equally certain that at times it feels exactly as if I had one. There is certainly some dimension of me that responds to everything (or nearly everything) the Catholics prescribe for the health of the soul.
It's presumptuous of me.